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That night I toss and turn, sleep at night. I thought of that nightmarish life. People think of the slim yet inescapable future. I think the parents endure the shame. Is it really a misstep to the grave you have remorse? Is so beautiful youth in the marketplace of Yingyinggougou muddling do? I reflect on their own in pain, I feel sorry for asking themselves. Two months later, I declined his stay, he took a home to start again. Just home during conscription examination. I did not hesitate to join the ranks of candidates. Thank God, the lost and tribulations experienced, so I got a chance to Nirvana. I got his wish to put on a military uniform. If an incredible dress down when I lost myself, then a green uniform then let me miraculously gained a new life. Spring as far away from me, but I have feet firmly on the road. 39 winter training dog day of summer practice, sentry, hustle. Camp life a little bit hot melt refining me, beat me. Shelves quiet long lost youth through the tunnel, and I know how to light after dark to cherish and love. Doing a good job at the same time, I used the spare time to quietly pick up returning to the high school textbooks. The third year, I successfully admitted to the academy. Today, the military, I graduated a year, is a young republic officer. When I bravely went ahead when the queue, who knew I was a teenager had been time abandoned it? Standing sunny barracks, I often think, maybe just a moment errors fall, and rise requires a long struggle. Only beyond the inescapable past, you can get vibrant spring. Face because tupperware uk of ignorance and stay in those spots on the resume, face across the sky, the shadow soul, so inglorious gray experiences, becoming an inserted nerves prick, a sense of shame and then courage inexhaustible motive force, which than forget it, or escape it much better, because to forget the past, it means denying now betray the future.
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